Melody of Life

Monday, 27 Oct 2014.
12.01 AM

I wrote this while listening to Sam Smith's " Stay With Me ". I'm not quite sure what I feel right now. All I know something is bothering me. Something that I don't know how to interpret it. You know, love can hurt us so bad but it can heal us too. Love can drive us mad and love can drive us crazy but one thing I sure is when we love someone we'll never get tired listening to "I'm sorry" repeatedly. Love is human nature.

I'm not good at expressing love to someone I care but deep down from inside I'm really care. After all, shyness itself is the nature of women and the feel of love comes from Allah SWT because He is the guardian of our heart. Hence, I don't want to destroy this friendship over something I'm not sure.

It is the same feel that come again?

If yes, I pray for Allah to keep this for someone who are truly deserves it.

Until then. Have a good sleep,
Love,
-Azni Zuhaini-

1436 Hijri

Assalamualaikum,

Super tiring day. I could still feel the jet lag. One day walking non-stop is super tired I can't even feel my legs but its worth it. Have a short catching up session with the girl. I felt so grateful having a thoughtful friends who are always helping me. I miss you girls more than a words but life must be keep moving to another phase.

When I turn off light and lay on the bed. Trying to take some time to Muhasabah. Its a moment to think what have I going through today. Trying to forgive everyone and learn to let go what is not mine. Sometimes I asked myself, am I contributed enough to my parents, am I improving to be better in order to find a better. No  I am not saying I'm searching for perfection because I know human aren't perfect. Just as enough if he could guide me well, who can accept my family and the most important is who could be imam in my prayer. 

After all, I will always remember that what matter most is our intention. When we take one step towards Allah, He will take ten step towards us even if it just a small effort. Lets practicing Sunnah in our daily lives and together search for His blessings. Even if its hard please work up a smile. Salam Maal Hijrah 1436H.

Till next time
-Azni Zuhaini-

Harapan yang selalu

Untuk apa menaruh harapan pada yang tidak pasti.
Sedangkan ada tempat untuk sandarkan harapan yang tentu pasti.
Tidak pernah mengecewakan mahupun menyakitkan

DIA.

Allah Azza wal Jalla.

Untuk apa berusaha memuaskan hati manusia.
Supaya kelihatan hebat.
Supaya kelihatan sempurna.

Sia-sia.

Tidak ada satupun yang cukup sempurna.
Hatta.
Pasti disakiti untuk kesekian kalinya.
Demi.
Kesempurnaan itu.

Aku.
Patut balik pada yang pertama.
Pada akar umbi yang utama.
Untuk hati hati yang aku sayangi.
Untuk impian yang ingin digapai.

Hal itu--

Aku serahkan pada DIA.
DIA yang Maha Kuasa.
Dalam merencana kebahagian manusia.
Aku hanya mampu berdoa

dan terus berdoa --

08/10/2014, 11:03 PM

Till Next Time.
-Azni Zuhaini