Lessons learn

Time flies so fast isn't it ?

Weekend just in a blink and hopefully there's no Monday blues for me tomorrow. Hmm

Well, to share with you something that I learn from what was happened is to always put parent first in whatever decision we are making. In fact, we don't even know how much time we'd spent before they're going to meet The Almighty. Thus, never ever hurt our parent's feeling, if we're happened to please quickly go and ask for forgiveness.

Second, it is crucial to educate our children with religious upbringing and knowledge. After what had happened, this is a big matter for me. I was thinking on how to teach my children later. Don't get me wrong, its not my intention saying that those children doesn't get proper education is bad. But thing is, whatever we taught them that is what they will be. Hence, we should prepare ourselves physically and mentally and it is vital to have a plans with our spouses on how to raise our children.

To sum it up, I prays to Allah SWT for giving me someone who could be 'Walid' to my kids later. Who could advise them whenever they're doing fault, ask them if they seems like having problems with their colleagues or share something like love story with their Walid. All those cheeky cheeky things. Oh, I can't wait to get married ! Haha

 Lets end this post before I'm starts dreaming something. Hehe
Until then.

Cintakan Ilmu-Nya

Assalamualaikum, 

Belakangan ini, aku terlalu sibuk dengan kerja-kerja di makmal tetapi akanku curi sedikit masa untuk menulis sebelum mata terlelap. Sekalipun dilambakkan dengan kerja di dunia, Allhamdulillah dengan izin-Nya dapat juga aku luangkan masa menghadiri majlis ilmu untuk bekalan akhiratku nanti. 

Betullah kata orang seandainya niat kita baik untuk memperbaiki diri, maka Allah SWT akan datangkan kita orang yang baik-baik untuk sentiasa ingat kepada-Nya. Aku bersyukur dipertemukan sekali lagi dengan Kak Ismah. Rakan sekuliahku semasa di USM. Sesuatu mengenai dia yang aku kagumi adalah sifatnya yang sentiasa bersangka baik kepada semua orang. 

Malam itu, di rumah sewanya. Sedikit perkongsian hidup antara aku dan dia setelah hampir setahun tidak bersemuka. Banyak kata-kata nasihat yang disampaikan dan apa yang dapat aku simpulkan adalah setiap yang terjadi sebelum ini adalah tarbiyah kepada kita supaya kembali mengingati Allah SWT. Aku akui apa yang telah berlaku sebelum ini sedikit sebanyak memberi impak kepada perjalanan seharian hidupku tetapi jika diambil dari sudut positifnya. Ia adalah satu turning point untuk lebih dekatkan diri dengan-Nya.

Aku tertarik dengan kata-kata Dr. Rubiah K Hamzah. Salah seorang panelis Konvesyen Bawaku ke Syurga. "Cintakan Allah, agar cinta yang datang dari Allah itu nanti, bisa kembali kepada Allah sesucinya" . Apabila prioriti cinta itu diberikan kepada Allah, maka cinta yang datang dari manusia itu tidak perlu dipinta-pinta dan cinta yang bersemi itu nanti mendapat berkat dan diredhai oleh-Nya. Apa yang menarik minatku dengan cara penyampaian beliau adalah liuk lenggok bahasanya seperti orang Indonesia serta pendekatannya ibarat seorang ummi yang sedang menasihati anak-anaknya. 

Konvesyen Bawaku ke Syurga satu program yang begitu bermanfaat. Slot dari pagi sehingga ke petang dipenuhi dengan ilmu-ilmu Nya. Selain dari Dr. Rubiah K Hamzah, ada beberapa lagi ahli panel yang hebat iaitu Ustaz Pahrol Juoi, Ustazah Fatimah Syarha, Ustaz Razin Mestica dan Dena Bahrin. Banyak yang ingin dikongsikan tapi kukira sampai disini sahaja. Semoga Allah memberkati Kak Ismah, Kak Umi dan semua yang menghadiri majlis ilmu ini. InshaAllah.

True Love

Assalamualaikum,

Rabbi Zidni Ilman Nafi'a.

Subhanallah. This Zik'r from Zikir Terapi album by Hafiz Hamidun just keep playing in my playlist.

May Allah SWT forgive us all.

 

So yesterday is another meaningful day for me. Alhamdulillah, I've Khatam Al-Quran. To makes it more memorable this time I finished reading with Mak. Thank you Allah :') Mak used to teach Qur'an. Hopefully I can improved more on my reading. Insha'Allah.

 I couldn't describes the feeling after Mak reads the Du'a. Have you ever fell deeply in love with The Creator ? You are so addicted to His love that it makes you to be the best for Him, The Almighty. And the best of all, He never disappoints you with His mercy and blessings. This is what I called True Love. The love between you and Allah Taala. May Allah strengthen our Imaan and guide us all in the right path. Ameen, Ya Rabb.

Until Then.

Cerita tiba-tiba Vol 1

Secara tiba-tiba, aku menuju ke arah Mak lalu berkata.


"Mak, Mak doa bagi Kak Long kawen awai tau"

Hahahaha *gelak dalam hati*

"Dah ada calon ka?"

"Hmm tak dak lagi, tapi Mak doa tau. tau. Tapi sekarang Kak Long tengah apply sambung Master tapi Mak doa jugak tau"

"Yaaaa, doaaa"

Hahahaha *gelak dalam hati*


Aku terus berlalu masuk ke dalam bilik dan membiarkan Mak menyambung kerja menjahitnya.

Calmness of mind and soul

I guess I have wrote a lot about love lately. Forgive me but I think this is the only place I feel safe expressing what's in my hearts. I rarely share something like this in my social media. I did share but next thing you know I'll delete it. I don't know why. I just feel shy over this matter to share it in public. I guess it explain my personality.

Today everything seems so wrong to me at my work place. I don't have the guts to do anything despite that I have loads of work. Astaghfirullah Al-Azim.

Whenever I have unsettled feeling, rather than prays to Allah SWT I will listen to Prof. Muhaya talks. MasyaAllah. She's one respectful women. Everything she utters just calm my mind and soul. I likes when she's tried to elaborate the point and relates it to science terms. It reach me well. Insha'Allah. 

One things that I can share is Prof. Muhaya always remind that whatever you have, give it to others and Insha'Allah Allah will pay you back. I should be more keen on this. Giving more to others unconditionally and learn to forgive. Forgive everything from the past and people from the past and you will found something from the forgiveness. I'm not a perfect person. I made mistakes. I take these trials as lesson in life as well as wake up call. May Allah ease our journey here.

So, its 1st of November means we are reaching to end of year 2014. I pray for Allah to gives me and you more happiness in the upcoming days. Insha'Allah.
Its already 2.03 AM and I still wide awake. Blame the caffeine. *Cry*


Until next time,
Azni Zuhaini.