That time when I was sick.

They said when we get some illness it was a kiffarah for all the sins that we had. To wash away the black dots and leave all the white paper. Pureness.

Whenever I get sick, having fever namely. It is always that I was away from my family. I still remember back in my hostel life. When I was in form 3. My friend forced me to stay at sickbay because she said I was having bad fever but I still feel I'm ok. I bet I don't even know that I was sick. The moment when I sleep I started to feel the heat from my body. Shievering a lil bit.

And during my university days. I still remember that I always ulang alik from klinik pergigian usm as i have a toothache. Affect from that, I always had a fever. Had to take porriage for few weeks. Luckily I have my bfftj who always took care of me. How I miss her ��

But all of that wouldn't happend if I am with my family. So, they tought that I am very strong. Now, I was having fever since yesterday.

Hmm I guess there's someone special who is far away from me :'(
Please know that I miss u ..

Hello post

Assalamualaikum,

How was it doin guys ? *Hipsters much* =.="

Its already 12th of Ramadhan (sorry if I was wrong, still in my ovulation time that I didn't count) and that means almost two months I've been away from this site. Actually, I'm not going anywhere still here doing the same routine. I swear to you I do write but it end up as a drafts. lol

(1 hour later figuring what to write next .....)

Haha, 

Let me share something with you. I was preparing for another phase of life and its required a lot of preparation. Didn't expect that it would come to this far but I believe that Allah's plan verily is the best. Tho we still have lot more to settle but please pray so that this is the best for us both especially sempena bulan yang baik ni. May Allah ease everything. Ameen Ya Rabb.

I really want to update my blog as frequent as possible but lately I realized that my free time is so precious that I want to spent with family or just sleep haha but no worries this blog is my time capsule. I will write something that worth sharing so that my kids later boleh baca. hiks

Till then ok.
Much love,
 -AZ-

Ikhlas

Assalamualaikum,

Bila bercakap soal ikhlas ni susah sebenarnya nak huraikan sebab perasaan ikhlas tu datang dari dalam hati sendiri. Tapi sifat ikhlas ni mengambarkan akhlak kita. Ustaz Pahrol Juoi pernah cakap tiket untuk ke syurga ada dua. Taqwa dan akhlak.

Taqwa = Hubungan kita dengan Allah
Akhlak = Hubungan kita dengan Manusia.

It wasn't my intention to act like ustazah. I'm still learning and still eager to improved myself cuma aku terpanggil nak berkongsi rasa, I'm not like others yang selalu let out their thought of marah or sedih di Instagram or Facebook. For me, it defines who you are actually. Lagi baik kalau kita mendoakan orang yang kita marah-marah kan or sedih-sedihkan tu kan ? :)


Sabar dan Ikhlas.

Hmm

I learnt a lot actually,


Teringat tulisan dalam buku yang pernah dibaca. Setiap ujian yang Allah datangkan itu. Allah sedang berbicara dengan kita tentang apa itu sabar dan ikhlas kerana sabar dan ikhlas itu adalah Islam. At the end, it will worth it, InshaAllah.


To share with you something that happened in my life recently for me it is so unreal haha but I hope Allah SWT will ease this journey and will have a reaaalyy good ending. InshaAllah Ameen Ya Rabbal Al Ameen.


Till then,

Treating Others

Assalamualaikum,

2 months ? Almost. 

You know I have so much thought to write but at the end I end up sleeping. Haha.

In the meantime, moment that broke my heart the most is I lost my favorite watch until now tak beli beli lagi yang baru. T.T

Hmm

Sometimes we can judge people the way they treat others kan ? Yasmin Mohaged once said that look at his/her character. How one treats or care about another human being. That determines a lot one's level of Imaan. Not his/her outer look. Couldn't agree more.

For men, please know the limit when treating your girl friends. Don't ever give harapan if you don't have any plan with them. Never toy with others feeling. Who knows situasi macam tu boleh berbalik kat kita or if not pun it will happen to peoples that we love. Maybe our lil sis or lil bro ? I have seen the cases. Its kifarah. 

So please do good to others. Allah pun suruh kita jaga hubungan sesama manusia kan but please never ever take granted on one's kindness. Please ! Our prophet Muhammad SAW treats women dengan sangat baik so that means betapa istimewanya seorang wanita ni. Mashallah ;')

I'm not good in selfiee with tudung labuh, niqab or lilit-lilit with a good and inspiring caption in Instagram, I'm just someone yang still lacking here's and there's. Masih lagi dahagakan ilmu.

I have made one of the biggest decision in my life which is definitely not kawen lagi haha tapi it is a keputusan on buying A CAR ! Say hi to Ifti Liyana haha.

I better sleep now. Not feeling really well these days maybe sebab cuaca.

Till then,

Love ..

Page 365 of 365

Assalamualaikum,


Today marks the last day of the year.
How was your 2014 so far ? 

Fuhh I could finally breath. 

You know, being busy is sometimes good we get to forgot things that made us sad but when you're busy and suddenly you know something that made you sad is different. Exactly you just want to leave all the works and cried hardly. I could say these past few weeks is quite a hectic for me. Tons of works at lab and I have to finish by end of this month but that's alright because that is part of my responsibility.

There's a day when I have lotsa works and tetiba macam datang bad news bertimpa-timpa. I couldn't take it anymore and all I can do is cried. For the first time I can't handle the stress well. After a moment, I quickly Istighfar and keep talking to myself that Allah is all knowing. He knows the best and who're we to judge Allah takdir kan ? :)

Every part of where you are now is part of His divine plan. There's always a reason why Allah has put you in this journey and why Allah made some people come and passed by in your life. Always. It just takes us untuk pikiaq ja. It doesn't made me an angel to write like this but you know lets just go back to basic. Betapa baiknya Allah kepada kita. Subhanallah :')

Year 2014 had opened my eyes to see whats awaits me in front, What are worth to put effort for. It taught me to be more patient and more positive in future. Life is ain't easy but if we have gut to majukan diri, put effort into it. Allah counts and may He ease everything. 

Another thing is to train yourself to see the good in people. Stop judging others or just keep judging to yourself. Sometimes kita ni especially perempuan la mula ayat "Eee dia kenapa eh .. blaa bla" "Aku tengok dia tu .. bla .. bla.." " Aku rasa dia tu.. bla bla..". Dear, judging others does not define who they are, it defines who you are. Who knows maybe dia lagi baik dari kita. Bersangka baik or they said husnozzon.

Few more minutes before 2015 and I guess this is my first post of the year. May Allah SWT brings us more happiness, strengthen our Imaan and keep us Istiqamah. InshaAllah.

Hmm 24 ..

Well age is just a number. Hehe

Till then,

Love.