Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Of Mistakes And Feeling


Today I came to work as usual. 8.00 O' clock in the morning. Gosh Monday blues seems never been apart from me. I should do something to overcome it. I have read somewhere in article. About ways to reduce Monday blues is through planning something over the weekend so you'll get excited going thru the weeks.

Well back to the topic, There's this sister in my work place and she's just got married few weeks ago. Today, she came back after her holiday. MasyaAllah, I could tell how happy she is after getting married. 

The way she's telling me her honeymoon trip makes me think how beautiful married life is.
I know Allah will send me the right man in the right time. InsyaAllah, will keep my faith stronger to Him.
I have been thinking something lately. Astagfirullah. I shouldn't have this kind of feeling.

I should be more ikhlas in the words that I utter. 
Be more ikhlas in whatever I am giving.

I makes mistakes. Every time I made it. It draws me closer to Allah. Indeed mistakes is the best teacher. No I am not saying I afraid to fall in love. Its just that I might gives my heart to the wrong person and getting hurt again and again. Consequently, I've decided to give my heart to the Almighty and to put hopes toward Him so I won't get hurt once again.

In the meantime, I should improved myself to became a better muslimah. InsyaAllah. I want to live my life and dreams. Be good to others and gives more.

[In the nature of things,] corrupt women are for corrupt men, and corrupt men, for corrupt women - just as good women are for good men, and good men, for good women. [Since God is aware that] these are innocent of all that evil tongues may impute to them, forgiveness of sins shall be theirs, and a most excellent sustenance! - an-Nur 24:26

Till next time
-Azni Zuhaini-